Friday, May 6, 2011

until then...

Until then...but I can see the end. I can finally see it!  I wish I could add long hair and a bolo tie from my childhood to this picture, then it would be most appropriate.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Happiness, ThankYou, More Please


These last few days have felt so zombie-like. Its not that I am overwhelmed (well, not now at this moment anyway), but I think I am bored of school. I guess its because I am doing less learning now more than the busy work of putting things together...presentations, reports, finals, THESIS. Also, I keep daydreaming of eating, sleeping, and traveling in Europe...and watching PBS travel shows doesnt help. How is it possible that I feel nostalgia for a world Ive never know??? I dont understand. I want to be grown up with a job sometimes so nostalgia leaves me alone.

For now, I think my only choice is to continue walking around like a zombie for the next month or so. I dont think I can break plates like this guy, its just way too opposite of what my brain wants to do, but watching him do it is something my soul enjoys.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Float on...



Today is the start of something new. I realized how much I actually hate drama, so I let go of stress (and its embodiment) and welcomed happiness.

I started writing what will (hopefully) be my first publication: Integrated Decision Support System for Material Selection in Construction using LCA and First Cost Analysis. (note: title will be potentially modified)

So what now? As my good friend put it, we all float on...

Thursday, April 14, 2011

My thesis = this finger

I want to give it the finger...one more month, one more month....this love-hate relationship is too complicated.